tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post2831911012081856370..comments2023-04-29T07:30:23.437-05:00Comments on Mama Sings: DAY 2 Get out your sword and FIGHT!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11508375330210936171noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post-55471583549664600972009-11-17T16:23:31.510-06:002009-11-17T16:23:31.510-06:00My fight is with God! Hows do I get past that?My fight is with God! Hows do I get past that?Paulahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13949947593401348031noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post-5658224833482088342009-11-11T22:29:43.614-06:002009-11-11T22:29:43.614-06:00Over the past few months the devil has knocked me ...Over the past few months the devil has knocked me down day after day, hour after hour! There has not been an hour where I don't think about my past! How my POOR choices are now affecting my life today. I am repeatedly reminded how I can't ever finish anything I ever start and I haven't accomplished any of my goals. My self esteem is the lowest of the lows. Instead of Seeking GOD first, I let the devil in and I start agreeing and accepting my failures in my life. <br /><br />I realize that I need to FIGHT for my life and know that GOD is in control! I need to give my past, my lost goals, my self esteem, my child, and my Life to GOD! I need to be drenched in GODS word and I need to be RENEWED!Andreahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09957960067553076422noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post-5006702179907899822009-11-10T23:14:23.156-06:002009-11-10T23:14:23.156-06:00Like Steph said, I don't even know where to st...Like Steph said, I don't even know where to start. <br />My mountains in need of healing are numerous! A physical illness which has brought with it much shame and feelings of being a failure. Notice, I did not write feelings of failure. Oh no, the "hater" as Amanda calls him, would have me believe that not only have I failed, but I AM a failure. He wants me to take my identity in that. The jerk.<br />I want the tapes that play in my head to be erased once and for all. Many of them have been healed and erased over the years, thanks to the amazing women in my prayer group and the years of healing prayers we have done. But it's amazing how new mountains come up as you come around the bend in the road, ya know? The tapes that play in my mind consist of self-loathing and shame, and of course being a failure. <br />As you can imagine, this greatly affects my marriage and my parenting, as well as my ability & desire to make new friends here in Phoenix (we just moved). <br /><br />Thank you for sharing, ladies! I am going to go to bed now and pray for each of you by name before I sleep, drenched in HIS WORD!!!!Staceyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02786530708840687850noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post-36120867532979789752009-11-10T22:09:12.884-06:002009-11-10T22:09:12.884-06:00I am at a loss for words because I don't even ...I am at a loss for words because I don't even know where to begin. I have always had a low self esteem and in the past year the devil has really been working hard to bring me down. I have struggled with emotional eating for almost 4 years now. As soon as I seem to conquer it, the devil is right there waiting for me. In the past 9 months, I have been struggling with anxiety and it has affected my life majorly - especially in my relationships. I pray for renewal and for my life back.Stephhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10419244673425438312noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post-55567755718360840712009-11-10T20:53:42.189-06:002009-11-10T20:53:42.189-06:00I pray for Christ to heal me from my self doubt, a...I pray for Christ to heal me from my self doubt, and from feeling unlovable. The past few years have been rough. Relationships have come and gone and the Hater has drug me down so low, I have struggled to take another step. I felt like I was constantly being judged by friends and family. Those who are supposed to love me unconditionally. I feel that God has given me this amazing gift to Love whole heartedly. When ohers hurt me, I can forgive and forget. But, when it comes to forgiving myself, it has been almost impossible. I had been carrying my past with me so long I questioned why anyone would love me. My own earthly father doesn't even care. <br /><br />But, There is HOPE! I am receiving God's Grace every day. Through people that He has strategically placed in my life; through His WORD; and by his unfailing love for me and others! I am JOYFUL! Bring on the battles! I will be RENEWED!<br /><br />Love you all!<br /><br />StephAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post-53929814088632063512009-11-10T18:45:44.797-06:002009-11-10T18:45:44.797-06:00My hope, my prayer is that I will be healed from t...My hope, my prayer is that I will be healed from the chains of my past. Chains of abuse that started when I was 4 years old, that day I lost my childhood. I lost a piece of myself. I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Christinahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17164389955581564021noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4446945611892757974.post-43150245488678859462009-11-10T17:27:28.956-06:002009-11-10T17:27:28.956-06:00The devil has been kicking me down repeatedly for ...The devil has been kicking me down repeatedly for nearly a year. My husband and I got fired from our youth pastorship because I said that I did not want to have a discussion while I was angry. We got kicked out of our church, and suddenly our friends were all gone. I am so hurt by this I cannot even find words. I am shocked at how the devil has robbed us of so much because I did the right thing. Its just seems to be getting harder to fight the fight.I grew up in an abusive home and was the target for everyones abuse. Nothing has changed there. I have had a spirit of rejection over me my whole life, so for this to happen in my "church family" is heartbreaking.CHERhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04602817546328183015noreply@blogger.com