Tonight, I got a call from our friend/Life Insurance agent and he said "Your blood work and physical was so good that you got the best rate possible." I loved hearing that! So I said, "That means I am super healthy?" And he said, "SUPER HEALTHY." My husband also got an awesome result from underwriting too!!
It's a really long blog and I don't feel like writing it tonight but I am one of those people that constantly worries about my health. I get freaked pretty easily over things and have been known to spend hours on webMd, searching for a diagnosis. And take it from me, DON'T DO THAT!!!!
My voice is better than it's been in a few weeks (I've been worried about the laryngitis) and even though two out of five of us have the stomach flu, I am going to bed tonight feeling blessed.
As soon as Jeremy gets home tomorrow, I'm going out for a run! And I've pretty much decided what that entire run will be spent doing besides running, thanking God and asking Him to forgive me for all of the ridiculous worrying I do. I have to remind myself that worry can be one of the worst sins ever! It's the biggest struggle I have.
Thank you Lord, Jesus for my health. Thank you for teaching me that I have permission to be happy. Thank you for teaching me that I don't have to be scared when things in my life are blessed and going great. IT DOES NOT MEAN the bottom will soon fall out. Thank you for the amazing things you are doing in the life of my family. THANK YOU. For all that you've done I will thank you. For all that you're going to do. For all that you've promised and all that you are, is all that has carried me through. Jesus, I thank you. Thank You for loving and setting me free. Thank You for giving Your life just for me. How I thank You. Jesus, I thank You. Gratefully thank You. Thank you!
At times I am still that little girl afraid to be happy but daily I am learning how to break that horrible chain. Thank you Lord for being the constant source of love that reminds me I AM FREE!!!!
