Wednesday, March 4, 2009

WOW

WOW is the only thing I know to say right now.

We are NOT moving. As much as I would love to move to a new location and a place closer to Jeremy's job, after tons of prayer, we are staying put. For some reason God really wants us here and this morning He proved that when the property management company emailed to ask us if we would stay if they lowered the rent by $125 per month. Our goal was to move and save $100 a month. Now we will save $125 and not pay for the cost of moving. There is a lot of peace I have in this but I'm also a little confused on WHY God wants us here when we really felt like He was moving us out.

Last night I spent a few hours in the ER. This is something I will explain later. I was even diagnosed with something but the ER doctor wants it to be confirmed by another doctor and that one is booked up until May. So in the meant time Jeremy is driving me to a different doctor to begin the process and by May 7th, I should have a better idea on my treatment plan.

Please pray for me! I am okay but it centers around my HEART and panic attacks. I am so ready to understand this!! Medicine is about to be a daily part of my life but I pray I don't have to spend months finding the right one. Last night they gave me a shot in the ER that has me very tired and out of it today so Jeremy has to drive me to the appointment. I really need a good night's sleep. I have not had one in a few years now.

Thanks for praying for me!

Thank you Lord for the process of healing. I'm in the process.

4 comments:

Love Being A Nonny said...

Sometimes a diagnosis is peace of mind. Praise the Lord. I know you have been dealing with things off and on for years now. It's hard when you KNOW there is something there but doctors make you feel like you are crazy! Praise the Lord.

Staying in your home must be your answer. There are no coincidences.

Stacey said...

Oh honey. I am sorry you are going through this but glad you will finally find some answers as to all the strange happenings with your heart palpitations. Thank you Jesus for medical professionals who can be the hands of god and get you on the road to healing.

Peace and hugs...and many prayers.

molly said...

Hi Amanda,
I don't write often, but have been reading for a year or so.
The first thing the Holy Spirit said to me- through your post- is: "She's going to keep running, though." And that is incredible.
If I know you like I think, you'll run through it, even past it and see victory in the end. He's already given you that exact image in running your marathon. You're in my thoughts, but I feel so confident FOR you. Thanks for your sweet inspirations, xo

Anonymous said...

I will be praying for you in this time of confusion, that God will lead you to the right doctors and the correct diagnosis and treatment. I have become more familiar with heart problems through my husband. He was born with a heart defect and had 2 major surgeries by the time he was 3. He was not expected to live past his teens, and he is still going strong into his 30's, with no complications!! God is Faithful, and He will take care of you, whatever that may look like. I pray that His peace will surround and shelter you and that you will find rest in His heart, sweet sister.